Like a Dead Blog

wow, been almost two year since my last post :D

Read with a Mirror

READ BACKWARDS.

s'tI neeb yltcaxe 01 syad ecnis pmac. m'I gnissim ti os hcum! hosg! I hsiw I dluoc eviler ti lla revo niaga!!
I ssim pihsrow! dna esoht elttil stnemom ew lla dah rehtegot. os hcum nuf dna yoj. dna gneW nooS's
semag. dna taht etal thgin ekoj noisses! swa!
I evol ym pihsrow maet! eht tseb! dna ym wollef maet srebmem! oohw!!
i t'nod ssim loohcs. I ssim syadiloh!!!,

gnimoc ot loohcs saw a ekatsim,
gnimoc loohcs tsuj ot ees uoy gnitrilf htiw rehto syug tsuj skaerb ym traeh!
od uoy yllaer evah on sgnileef rof em?
yhw era uoy gniod siht? ot em?
fi uoy ekil taht gib fao os hcum, ENIF!! os eb ti!,
tsaelta llet em ruoy eurt sgnileef os i t'nod evah ot tiaw ni riapsed.


Now the Shortcut to Mirrors.


It's been exactly 10 days since camp. I'm missing it so much! gosh! I wish I could relive it all over again!!
I miss worship! and those little moments we all had together. so much fun and joy. and Weng Soon's
games. and that late night joke session! aws!
I love my worship team! the best! and my fellow team members! whoo!!


i don't miss school. I miss holidays!


coming to school was a mistake,
coming school just to see you flirting with other guys just breaks my heart!
do you really have no feelings for me?
why are you doing this? to me?
if you like that big oaf so much, FINE! so be it!,
atleast tell me your true feelings so i don't have to wait in despair.




So that i could move on. So that i can bury these feelings that i cant let go of.
Just tell me the truth. What is going on in your head right now?
What does your heart tells you?
Is it a yes or no?

O'La

Patrick Star :
-Hottie
-Retard
-Starfish
-Friend
-Overweight
-Lives under a ROCK
-Generally Moronic

Don't you just love him?

Chemical Equations are fun. Glad i fell asleep in class. For like 10 minutes! WOAH!
I like the library.
So nice to sleep in.
Thx Jacqueline for waking me up. :D

So sleepy recently. Today was sick too. Cheese caught my cold. AHhHhH :D
Sorry Cheese~

what is my name?

Fe + x LiXe - = Felix. IronLithiumXenon.

YAY! Epic Fail for my Chemistry.

DOOOODAAA

I shall disappear from life, as life goes on without me. Yes, i'll be invisible, and transparent. So unoticable even David Foot.... i mean Copperfield will be shocked. I bet his tricks wont work as good as mine. MUhahahaHAH.

So boring. i got con - ed, stood up, tricked, or whatever .

I want a ribena.

Dear Cheese, do you like rats?
I shall give you some. Because i caught alot of them.
With my sharp claws and agile reflexes.
Yea! Or i'll just dissect them and do experiment on them.

I got a surprise today. It was huge. And long. And round. And very delicious.
Guess what isit? Ehh, i bet someone is thinking sick right now .
It's a......
....
.......
LOLIPOP!

Omg, bored. sigining off.

TseKraD

Sometimes, life just don't work out the way you want it to.
So, for some people, in order to make things right, they do it themselves, instead of waiting for it to happen.

They will become agressive and persistent. And some may be violent and forceful too.
As long as the job is done. As long as there is results, nobody minds the little things.

This is the world. How things work out.

Im going to murder that someone.
Im going to chop him up into tiny little pieces, mash him together, grind him up and fry him.

The main idea is, im pissed.

Unlimited amount of anger and hatred not even Darth Vader can win against. Screw the dark side. Im going to the DarKest side.

What a series of unfortunate events.
I thank my blog for letting me express my problems.

Head-Aching

A headache is a number of different conditions of the head.

Endless pulses of pain surging through my skull right now. Can't think, Can't speak, CAN scream. CAN be gloomy. *Bangs head on the wall*.

Ahhhhhhh!!

Stupid, dummy, what is going on ?!

Brain cells are dying, my cranium is cracking.

Don't want to think right now. Want to sleep. Too much going on in my mind.

The problems i thought is gone. Have returned!

Screw them. I want a pillow and hot chocolate.

Monday. Canteen Day.

I shall, Not Utter A word From My mouth. Silence is Golden.

As he said: "Thee shall promote without verbal means".

Logic or Fiction?

Superman is sexy

But

Im sexier.

Batman, not so much

But he does look cool with his pointy ears. Like Ultraman, but 2x.

Iron man? too bald. And shiny. And noisy with his rocket boots.

Spider-man? Love drunk. Cannot save the world properly. Got owned by Dr.Octopuus. But, he came through because of the power of love.

The power of Love is Great. Spiderman is my favourite. Don't you agree? >< :D

P.S. Gil! how did you find my blog?! you stalker. :D, It's supposed to be "DEAD", so nobody would come here, except for the people i invited , =P, SHhHhHh don't tell ya....

My Day...

Morning.
I saw you today, you were there, always so special, always so sparkling.

And i could'nt talk to you. The words just can't come out. I was so shy..

And you were so happy with you friends, That made me happy, so i din't care, cause you were happy.

Then PJK was awful, my mind was blank.
After that, you were surrounded again. I've had no chance. The chair beside you was gone.You talked to another guy. I was so jealous...

I wanted to shout at those people " OI! Don't block her la! She needs to copy from the board! "

Bio was ...well, Bio. I finally got the courage to talk to you. I was so worried. We're looking at blood, not just any "look" , it was looking under a microscope!, I was so worried about you, and your problem with blood. Glad you were okay.

The whole day.
I could only watch from afar. I could only steal secret glances through the corner of my eye, through the reflective surfaces of my watch.

I feel so miserable. I could'nt even concentrate in class.

After school.
I said goodbye. And you replied me. You told me you were okay. My worry was gone.
I was so happy.

Amo, Amare, Amore

Will i get a second chance?

Can i ever win you over?

When you finally fall for me,

Could it be a reality instead of a dream?

How dreamlike it would be, and then you'll say to me
"This is not a dream"

And i'll hold you in my arms...

Never ever let you go again.

Until then, i'll be your sunshine maker, your pillar of support, your tower of refuge, and hope.

Lookie Here!

What is Interact Orientation?


It is a blast! ,well, for the newbies anyways.

there was lots of water,toothpaste,flour,frogs and crickets. and people running around. and screaming people.

Me? i was a bystander, i'm proud to be one!, i was normal member(a non-avalaible one) to "game master" to security? then to one of the people that throws water balloons at other people.(even thought i din't).. sobs..

After that, had Mcds..

Then went to Lim's house. Watched "where got ghost". Was super retarded! and a total waste of time..

Then went swimming. I know i suck. was my second time in the pool anyway. Hong wei was teaching me breathing and increasing lung capacity techniques.

After that go park...

Then went home..

Then sleep.



Sunday...

Nothing much. went church,lunch,home,dinner,sleep

I did go to the Tun Abdul Razak Memorial...

It was most boring.... but i found out that he is quite the writer !! Well. that is to be expected, since he graduated from cambridge..

The END.

Did You Know?

Did you know?

You put a smile on my face like no other.
You are my dear friend.
You are my lovely companion.
You shine like the morning sun.
You are God's greatest creation.

Your sweetness dulls my senses.
Your kindness pales even the moon.
Your tenderness i cant compare.
Your thoughtfulness.....................

And,

I Adore you.
I Long to hold you close to me.
I Felt such warmth when i touched your hands
I Feel tremendous yearning and passion when i look at you.
I Felt no more worries when you are around.

I'm  mesmerized when you appear.
I'm whole in your pressence.
I'm so happy i don't know what to say.
I'm filled with untold joy and happiness when you're here.

And,

My heart overflows with feelings.
My heart screams in joy.
My heart quivers at your touch.
My heart is content when you are close.
My heart is filled with strong desires of you.

My eyes only looks at you.
My mouth only speaks your name.
My ears only hears your voice.
My nose smells your fragrant hair.

And,

These hands of mine create the words,

"I Love You"

I shall seek you out, wherever you are, even to the depths of hell, or the reaches of heaven, i'll always be there for you.

Random

look! there's a bug on my monitor! *squish*, YIKES! it's OoOozing!....

then i had to clean my monitor, there's some kind of stain on it.... eww??

im kind of dissapointed right now, but i understand. That's why the word *some other time* is invented.

Did you know, everytime i look at this thing, i will smile right away, be it in my heart or on my face. This thing is just so lovely..wayyyyyyyyy too much.

my blog is so dead, and
i don't want to update is
i don't have anything to blog about.
i don't like studying for the first time in my life..
i want to sing a song!!

3,2..1 GO! la lalala lala laaa lala la la la....

but i had to update once in a few moons.. so i did.
with loads of crap.

am i oxymoronic???

CNY was fun. I had lots of booze too. and dinner. AND ang paus.and gained 1.34kg. and more pimples.
the list goes on..

do you know why people cry when they are heartbroken? because they've got too much Air Supply.

LOLIPOP! tee-hee!! :D

Today is Sunday

Went SEID today, gosh, i hate KL! one trip down there and you get more pimples -.-! (im metrosexual, i care about how i look :D)

it was not that exciting, the event was on vanda 2 of park royal hotel, we listen to talks about how to study in singapore, scholarship, blah blah!

i cant even cope with add maths-,-, how the hell am i gonna do O-levels. (which is required to apply).

it seems so far away.....................................


teeheee, bye-bye

what a random post!

PMR

I'd say the goverment is giving us PMR results as christmas present on christmas eve, isn't it ironic?

i got 6A!s gosh, not as bad as i predicted.

Only BM and BC got Bs.

Let's celebrate! im gonna watch moviessssssssssssssssssssssss

Vacation

i just came back from singapore! xD, my so called "vacation".

Din't do much actually, just went to shopping malls, then another shopping malls, then more shopping malls,.. wow! many shopping malls here! they have MRT stations in shopping malls ya know? wont it be nice if 1U had one too?

Let me just say that Malaysia and Singapore is like the two sides of the coin.
I really like the traffic o.o, you can just walk everywhere and come back when you reach a MRT station, which is like sooooo convenient , not like malaysia, must call taxi only can go LRT -.-, maybe because SG very small, MRT station very close together..

It's also  the place where you can stand in the middle of the road without fear of an acident gahahahahaha .. lol, all hail traffice lights.

Anyways, din't do much, nvr go sentosa, but went to see lions instead -.-, because of my family..
the food is nice, i ate alot, yum?

let me tell you about Mr. Merlion!, it's half fish and half cat,very big, got pipe in mouth, shoots water out. attract many people , take picture with it, get autograph for free, very famous, many tourist like.

i saw many indians and british people! maybe some french too, or was it italian?

i swear i heard the english said in the toilet ," in singapore, the toilet was very clean and nice, but in malaysia, it's so dirty and smelly!"

oh well. came back at 2.am, sleepy. byes.

Life is going DownHill

Welcoming 2010, I have,


Officially remodeled the blog! , I'm reviving it , will post frequently, but no promises! XD

took me hours, GAWD! my eyeballs are popping out! (if they aren't already)

Watched alot of movies recently,

1. Time Traveler's Wife
2. Astro Boy
3. Land of the Lost
4. Year One (damm funny, i just got the DVD)
5. Superhero Movie (re-watched after Wayne reminded me of its comedical storyline)
6. 500 Days of Summer
7. The Notebook
8. Ninja

(Some are very old shows, but still very good.)


Not going PBSM genting trip , for specific reasons..

currently working on my people skills!

This book called Body Language is so cool! it tells you what people are thinking just by looking at their appearance! LOL. still half way to the finish, cant get my eyes off it.



Anyone up for a movie? Waiting for New Moon, even though Wayne says its a waste of time, but oh well, might as well give it a try. Avatar is still a month away, gotta wait, should i watch Pisau Cukur? it's local, but people say it's good.

P.S, sorry for the mistakes I've Done


 

I Don't think anyone is going to visit this blog anymore, so, i can do this!!

Let's make a To-Do list :)!

Things im going to do:

1) Watch all the new movies!
(e.g, "Astro Boy! [i don't think its childish...], 2012, New Moon?, Avatar, and Jeniffer's Body!
[Heck Yeah!]

2) Im gonna have a private picnic on top of the sphinx pyramid in egypt! [Ain't that cool??^^]
Imagine the Pharoah's face when he saw that :D

3) Im going to jump out of an airplane without a parachute ? o.o [Cross my fingers?]


4) Let's see, how 'bout going around the world in 80 MINUTES? [Tip: Think Google!]


5) I really wanna go scuba diving..... its so tempting -.-


6) Riding a bike on the great wall of china? [i think that's really possible though..]


Why can't they have lower rates in hotels? -.-, because it's holiday season?, it's really pissing me off !!


P.S, i just wasted 3 minutes wrting this retarded post! :P now to think of how to spend the rest of my 23hours and 57 minutes free time!

What a Day....

life after Pmr is like an endless cycle!

you're like a lost child wandering around this endless forest, everywhere you go you only see trees, tall trees, looming over you, laughing at you for getting lost.. (OH! do you know that calwin can look down on people? cuz he's so Tall!! XDD no offence, its a good thing to be tall.)

oh, as i was saying, its a repeating cycle, my life is so lifeless -.-, i want to go climb mount kinabalu..... then maybe i can be superman!! lol...

school is sooooooo boring?.. so i skip a few days now and then..
hehe, its ponteng,.. but i don't feel like its ponteng.. , ( get what i mean? no? nvm..)

cant wait for spm to be over.., then can go hang out with my cousins... RITE??? -.-..

oh.. btw, genting was fun.. but it sucks cuz i missed three of the best rides for getting sick 1 day before the trip.. -.-, so i only managed to sit some of the rides., (P.S., if you play go-kart, pick car number 8 ,11, 13),

maybe i get to go again.. maybe not., ..

shud i open a new blog?, then i go post all my drawings up there., mabe i get selected by some random company -.-.., (wow! thinking big here! )

What is Death? I want a Giant Teddy Bear!

My Blog is so dead 'kay? zz

it's like uber creepy, haunted, feels like someting's rottin' in 'ere! it smells like fish too!
where is that stupid han xiang ar? so long never update this bucket of virtual algorithms.
okays., i just critisized my own blog -.-, wow ?


nothing much to blog about these days..

just returned from "kem muafakat" ? i forgot to charge my camera u know?! so dissapointed -.-, no pictures taken...

i wonder how r u guys gonna send me the pics u took for me? o.o i din't even give you any way of contact! omg!! total blurness ...
i feel like screaming right now!.

oh well, kem was fun! aside from the monkeys, leeches, giant ants and MOSQUITOES! it was all good (i mean "great") stuff (shitz)! !

the food was, well, its our own cooking anyways, good thing my group has a chef! lucky~

i gotta confess that i din't bathe and brush my teeth for 3 days and two nights.. can you imagine the smell?.. my luggage bag smells like the forest.. wow?.

im deprived of sleep, thats why i fell asleep during En.Tey's class.., opps..hehe :D, don't blame me 'kay? i only slept 7 hours in 3 days...==

what did we do there? we run around the forest, drink the waterfall, hike the jungle, eat great shitz, and smell like fish all day~! gahahaha xD.

seriously good stuff la, but i felt sienz during the fishing activity.( maybe it's because i was fishing with a string and no hooK!? then i went and try to catch a water spider instead? -.-)

walking around like a blind man into the cold river at night is seriously a stupid idea., what's the point in cleaning up before 7 when you'll just get filthy again at 10? -.- , they should allow bathing at midnight you know? .even if it's not safe! xDD.

Ok, then we came back., so tired.. lala,

happy? stupid han xiang, why do you always ask me to update your blog for you ? lazy bum..
i like felix better, atleast he only gives me half the work to be done.

so melancholic around here..
the ongoings in my life so queer..

i can't believe jason thought of a lame joke through my name -.-,
his lameness is.. so high!.. ?xD

OoOoLALA

Two rehersals today, both very important you know?

and the best thing is?

they are both on the same day! at the same time! at a different place..



hong wei got his master plan of being in two places at once (i just don't know how)



i don't.



because that is literally impossible, or else, i wouldn't be so troubled -.-.
if i can have a wish today, i would wish for a box of ferrero rocher chocolate,
who wants to wish for cloning superpowers when you can have the good stuff? xDD
well after getting my shirt back from tailours.. i reached just in time for the last 5 minutes of rehersals o.o!

ooo so cool, still got 5 minutes.. im so proud of myself !!!^^





Wayne and Felix go buy ingredients for party tomolo, just now.
i just found out that i can spend 50 ringgit in 1 hour -.-, look at that! money flies! sort of.. xD





is teddy bears really a good souvenir?

if it were me, i would give a box with a springy boxing glove inside though, see, i'll tell you why.

when the receiver open the box, he would get an instant black eye, no makeup needed and FOC! can last for a few days somemore. the best thing is, the receiver would even remember me for life! people ask him : "hey! who gave you a bdae present that left a really big impression on you?, he/she would answer :" han xiang lah!" XD





oh, a reminder to my contact list, you wouldn't be able to call me on my cell until next friday (5/8). ^^ don't ask why, i don't want to remember my naivety.

i had a hunch today morning that something bad would happen. and i was right. yet i ignored it.

still, in the end, enjoying a cup of hot instant noodles with a friend is the best. i know what i want to be now, when i grow up, i want to be a piano spammer. lol just kidding.

definitely going science stream next year, no As in pmr will die -.-.

why is life so real?, the good things seems to go against you. everything is unfair. i want a fantasy once in awhile.., need ringankan stress.