It's abit late, but, somehow i found out that i was right!
school starts again, the cycle continues! what cycle u mean? , dont ask, trust me.
i was actually quite "out there" today, not really in the mood for class, activities or anything that includes the usage of the human brain, why? yet again, i suggest that you don't ask. :),
some things are best left unknown for the greater good,
what did i just say? omg. ignore that please.
mentally reatarded,
somehow, i talk to myself more often than interacting with people since school reopened.
there! i did it again -.-. gosh! wha't is wrong with me?
gotta stop that, might freak the people around me if i din't already did so to myself!
ok, i particularly hated the seni period. wan't to knnow why? i guess you don't . i can tell, not that im psychic, it's common sense. who would want to know some mentally retarded person's story?
not that you would care anyway.
do i sound depressing? kind of right? yeah, i know, i can tell so myself. melodramatic.
i've been a bad boy today. *CLUE* i did something i should not have., somehow, i feel that someone out there who read this is thinking sick. i have a faint guess, but, ignore that please. no offence meant.
am i being sarcastic? lame? or plain stupid? im sure it's somewhere between those lines..
after having my very lonely lunch. thx tian xiong for your company:) so i guess it's not really so lonely.
where was i? oh, yeah, Interact AGM meeting 2009.
not saying im unhappy about the results of the elections. im actually quite suprised that someone actually voted for me. well, i kind of thought i was invisible, and to prove my point., when sharma called my NAME, someone actually said : WHO'S THAT?
wow?
after being taken aback by this. , i went to the next room with roze nn and jacqueline.
i can tell. im not really Mr.Popularity.
and my lack of self-confidence really paid off, i din't get the post :)
well, congratulations to the new B.O.D and assistants.
im actually quite dissapointed about myself, but, still im sure the selected individuals,
can do a better job than i can ever possibly do.
another unfortunate event, in the process of walking to the front gate after AGM, i got down 20 for missing marching pratice., fun? no.i DON'T THINK SO. i was so not in the mood for that after my depression from my club. well, "get over it", i should probably say that to myself., and i just did? din't i? yes i did. there goes my problem again...
what do i have to do now? i nid a hug.
sadly, i can only hug the substitute of the real thing. - My Teddy BEAR!
(sry hong wei, i know you wanted one too.)
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I think today my day was all a series of unfortunate events. just like the book, just like the movie. just a more different story line. :D
P.S, everyone is on facebook, why is that? IDWTK
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
What is this? Crap? IDK, IDC.wheeeee
What did i do recently? after the hours of long study? after the ringing sound of my alarm clock? my glance of the calander ?
yea so lame.. holiday starts...
well, teacher's day was awkward ..for the first half of it, then the hall section was quite entertaining hehe..
well, i cant believe im saying this but.. the teachers you least expected..like - Mr.allen, En.Zul. Pn.Zakiyah?o.o can dance LOL :D..
twist twist.. so fun..TT how i wish i was up there too.... oh well... the past is the past...i missed my chance
yea i know.. know what? y am i talking to myself? -.- must be the heat
oh gosh, weather in m'sia is terrible these days.! its HOT!
well, i did see alot of hot people recently,
meaning? they are burning with high body temperature!? fever? or smoking sexy/beautiful/smexy? ignore smexy -.- what am i saying now?
gosh its getting to me...oh the heat, im weak? yea i know im sounding like im a weak person, my body is weak, my soul is weak, stay away from me? ignore me? am i emoing? like : i shoud just kill myself..
lol this post was supposed to be happy about teachers day.. is there anytin to be happy about? well there are some things, but im keeping them to myself., im a stalker? no i don't think so, happy post, why am i making it so emo? sad? weird? yea i know, i dun even think im typing it correctly...
great job on ur performances guys/girls..: .. err jason? samantha, lihui, karmun,the twins, great violin duet and siewmeng! lol great drummer siew meng!..and every1 else, not from our class? yea.... sry, wait, yea i do rmb ur names...just too lazy to type tham, no offence, nothing personal ,
doesn't mean im *berat sebelah*.. well that is ofcourse,
if you are reading my blog at all.. :D
is emo posts the new trend? i duno, FIY , IDC,
am i using the right acronyms? do i even care? what am i living for? ,
well, ofcourse, i enjoy the movies recently, and my computer is keeping me company over the long boring holidays....
watched Night at the museum and X-men Origins.? yea im broke after that, yea i know u r thinking (why do i even care if he's broke?) well i din't ask you to, im toking to myself, monologuing? you can say that, kind of? :P , hope i dint offend anyone~
well, now this post of mine is getting quite long, ofcourse not as long as a certain sum1 i know, great person he/she is , y isit long? like duh! so many random crap , can they be called emo? dramatic? or plain retarded?
hey dramatic! i wanna recite something. , wait let me think...
crap i lost my train of thoughts.. nvm.
sum1 once told me that you always have a choice.
what is the choice im supposed to make?!?!
well, someone also told me to GET A LIFE!
yes i know some of you readers want to say that too.
u have been heard.!
who would even read my posts?
im being ignored everyday,
for some, i feel like i don't exsist.
imagine u are a shadow,.people see you, yet, they don't
see me, but, im just like a shadow .....
ok this is getting lamer and lamer,
wait, its not lame, its retarded...
im losing my touch.. getting lovesick? emo? TRAUMA perhaps.... or retard syndrome.
im losing it,,no, wait!, don't go! come back!
what was that? a dream? wait, why did i write so much melancholic stuffs?
ok
hey! im back to normal again..
what does that mean? the repitition of life, the boredom, the failures, the looked down upons., the being laughed at, the ignoring cycle, the unseen presence,
yea , its not dramatic at all-.- its so plain even the plains of grass look better,
maybe im not back to normal afterall. yet, how do you know which me is normal? even i don;t myself...
do i have a true self? can't wait to find out. i might have been watching too much cartoons -.-, sometime fantasies are too much of a good thing..
getting wrong ideas? thinking THE *wild* fantasies? well can't blame you,
ohwell, im reaching the end of my tracks.. the train is coming to a halt.
i see a white light infront of me,
OH!
its just the computer screen flashing its antioxidants at me, the computer kills my brain cells-.-, yet i cant stay away from it..
i'll plunge myself into total darkness now, what does that mean? im popping my eyes out? im blind? nah, im just going to sleep
good night.-
yea so lame.. holiday starts...
well, teacher's day was awkward ..for the first half of it, then the hall section was quite entertaining hehe..
well, i cant believe im saying this but.. the teachers you least expected..like - Mr.allen, En.Zul. Pn.Zakiyah?o.o can dance LOL :D..
twist twist.. so fun..TT how i wish i was up there too.... oh well... the past is the past...i missed my chance
yea i know.. know what? y am i talking to myself? -.- must be the heat
oh gosh, weather in m'sia is terrible these days.! its HOT!
well, i did see alot of hot people recently,
meaning? they are burning with high body temperature!? fever? or smoking sexy/beautiful/smexy? ignore smexy -.- what am i saying now?
gosh its getting to me...oh the heat, im weak? yea i know im sounding like im a weak person, my body is weak, my soul is weak, stay away from me? ignore me? am i emoing? like : i shoud just kill myself..
lol this post was supposed to be happy about teachers day.. is there anytin to be happy about? well there are some things, but im keeping them to myself., im a stalker? no i don't think so, happy post, why am i making it so emo? sad? weird? yea i know, i dun even think im typing it correctly...
great job on ur performances guys/girls..: .. err jason? samantha, lihui, karmun,the twins, great violin duet and siewmeng! lol great drummer siew meng!..and every1 else, not from our class? yea.... sry, wait, yea i do rmb ur names...just too lazy to type tham, no offence, nothing personal ,
doesn't mean im *berat sebelah*.. well that is ofcourse,
if you are reading my blog at all.. :D
is emo posts the new trend? i duno, FIY , IDC,
am i using the right acronyms? do i even care? what am i living for? ,
well, ofcourse, i enjoy the movies recently, and my computer is keeping me company over the long boring holidays....
watched Night at the museum and X-men Origins.? yea im broke after that, yea i know u r thinking (why do i even care if he's broke?) well i din't ask you to, im toking to myself, monologuing? you can say that, kind of? :P , hope i dint offend anyone~
well, now this post of mine is getting quite long, ofcourse not as long as a certain sum1 i know, great person he/she is , y isit long? like duh! so many random crap , can they be called emo? dramatic? or plain retarded?
hey dramatic! i wanna recite something. , wait let me think...
crap i lost my train of thoughts.. nvm.
sum1 once told me that you always have a choice.
what is the choice im supposed to make?!?!
well, someone also told me to GET A LIFE!
yes i know some of you readers want to say that too.
u have been heard.!
who would even read my posts?
im being ignored everyday,
for some, i feel like i don't exsist.
imagine u are a shadow,.people see you, yet, they don't
see me, but, im just like a shadow .....
ok this is getting lamer and lamer,
wait, its not lame, its retarded...
im losing my touch.. getting lovesick? emo? TRAUMA perhaps.... or retard syndrome.
im losing it,,no, wait!, don't go! come back!
what was that? a dream? wait, why did i write so much melancholic stuffs?
ok
hey! im back to normal again..
what does that mean? the repitition of life, the boredom, the failures, the looked down upons., the being laughed at, the ignoring cycle, the unseen presence,
yea , its not dramatic at all-.- its so plain even the plains of grass look better,
maybe im not back to normal afterall. yet, how do you know which me is normal? even i don;t myself...
do i have a true self? can't wait to find out. i might have been watching too much cartoons -.-, sometime fantasies are too much of a good thing..
getting wrong ideas? thinking THE *wild* fantasies? well can't blame you,
ohwell, im reaching the end of my tracks.. the train is coming to a halt.
i see a white light infront of me,
OH!
its just the computer screen flashing its antioxidants at me, the computer kills my brain cells-.-, yet i cant stay away from it..
i'll plunge myself into total darkness now, what does that mean? im popping my eyes out? im blind? nah, im just going to sleep
good night.-
Sunday, May 3, 2009
MEET MR.BORING.
Hey! Another week passed by.........................................................,
Me went too me cozin hause Yassterdeay. (I went to my cousin's house yersterday)
Ok, that was lame..
Im blogging it now cuz ytd no time ^^.., went home too late....
Well,..nothing much actually.., i went thr for bbq dinner,YAY~. it was quite alot of food., i had kuey yeow and asam laksa for my dinner! we sit the whole table - me, weeliam, jia ming, my sis and kye ern, den we start to crackup about the movie meet the spartans, (note to small kids: PG18!!!!!) LOL,
i go dota...abit only , reli..... just abit of dota.., okla, actually it was the only thing i could do -.-, other than eat summore, play the piano and chat....^^..., there were 3 computers !!!!
den went home le lorrrr...
im so frustrated about my geo projek....
am i performing for teacher's day?? o.o
Me went too me cozin hause Yassterdeay. (I went to my cousin's house yersterday)
Ok, that was lame..
Im blogging it now cuz ytd no time ^^.., went home too late....
Well,..nothing much actually.., i went thr for bbq dinner,YAY~. it was quite alot of food., i had kuey yeow and asam laksa for my dinner! we sit the whole table - me, weeliam, jia ming, my sis and kye ern, den we start to crackup about the movie meet the spartans, (note to small kids: PG18!!!!!) LOL,
i go dota...abit only , reli..... just abit of dota.., okla, actually it was the only thing i could do -.-, other than eat summore, play the piano and chat....^^..., there were 3 computers !!!!
den went home le lorrrr...
im so frustrated about my geo projek....
am i performing for teacher's day?? o.o
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Civil War? or ...............
Tuesday...... , sejarah was VERY interesting....,... The shadow cabinet......
Monday, April 20, 2009
How i Wish my life could be a Fantasy...
First of all, what is going on with people's heads nowadays?!
Can you please stop spreading rumours around randomly, im fed up with it,period.
Im just trying to fit in ,hang around with my freinds, be normal? And you have to go and ruin my life for me?
For example :
Dan : Did you guys know that Felix likes **** ?
James : OOO siapa itu?
Mike(loudly) : Eh, felix u two-timer ar?
The whole classroom : oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Do you know how angry i am i could have punched you....,but i smiled on anyways...
Did you know you are making me look like a playboy, being nice to ppl does not mean im trying to tackle them.........,you want to be cold-blooded is your problem.......
Ok, im exaggerating, (good thing you aren't reading my blog)..............moving on.........
, 3C have no class today! YAY! , we went NIE! it was quite fun, but, abit boring also ,no offence,
i like our team's robot though, it's a MASTERPIECE. swt...-.-not much to say, no headlines here.. IM SO PROUD OF MY ROBOCOP TEAM! moving on, ...
no house pratice right? ^^, so i went home, play the piano awhile, den strummmmmmm the guitar randomly, and i made a new song!!!!!! WOW , talk about my randomness.LOL! i shall convert it to piano and make mexican music o.o, shud i? swt....
Can you please stop spreading rumours around randomly, im fed up with it,period.
Im just trying to fit in ,hang around with my freinds, be normal? And you have to go and ruin my life for me?
For example :
Dan : Did you guys know that Felix likes **** ?
James : OOO siapa itu?
Mike(loudly) : Eh, felix u two-timer ar?
The whole classroom : oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Do you know how angry i am i could have punched you....,but i smiled on anyways...
Did you know you are making me look like a playboy, being nice to ppl does not mean im trying to tackle them.........,you want to be cold-blooded is your problem.......
Ok, im exaggerating, (good thing you aren't reading my blog)..............moving on.........
, 3C have no class today! YAY! , we went NIE! it was quite fun, but, abit boring also ,no offence,
i like our team's robot though, it's a MASTERPIECE. swt...-.-not much to say, no headlines here.. IM SO PROUD OF MY ROBOCOP TEAM! moving on, ...
no house pratice right? ^^, so i went home, play the piano awhile, den strummmmmmm the guitar randomly, and i made a new song!!!!!! WOW , talk about my randomness.LOL! i shall convert it to piano and make mexican music o.o, shud i? swt....
Sunday, April 19, 2009
WOAH PEPPERS!
WO! ello, im back bloggie! missed u so much!!!swt -.-...
oh well, lets say sumtin about saturday! i like this saturday!
morning., i slept like a pig "snores" <(^(oo)^)> until, hong wei call me, and tell me go 1U watch movie,
we reached thr too early -.-, i met his cousin, O.O! then we lepak around, swt we go arcade play, my driving skills sucksssss so nxt time ride my car, u better pray i dun crash^^!LOL,
den we playing the punching machine! actually wanted to take hong wei's picture then punch his face(picture) on the screen but, missed..haiz.. we punching the floor instead.., my punching power is 65.mt ONLY!!! OMG!! im weak!!! TT
we watch fast n furious 4, o.o vin diesel? nitros? get the picture? ^^ okie..
moving on..,. went to FGA at night with jason,samantha ,karmun,chow xin,chow ern, n sum form4 n 5 fellas^^ , go watch drama - Paroimia, hong wei ponteng cuz he got tempted by his cousin's steamboat dinner.swt -.-..oh well, it was pretty enjoyable, i like the moustache man,cuz he so funny!!!!!lolol...
oh! we got no transport to go LOL kar mun was like panicking :OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG lol!
luckily i got phone number, so chow xin's dad come fetch us go XD,
den went home,, slp again... "snores"..
oh well, lets say sumtin about saturday! i like this saturday!
morning., i slept like a pig "snores" <(^(oo)^)> until, hong wei call me, and tell me go 1U watch movie,
we reached thr too early -.-, i met his cousin, O.O! then we lepak around, swt we go arcade play, my driving skills sucksssss so nxt time ride my car, u better pray i dun crash^^!LOL,
den we playing the punching machine! actually wanted to take hong wei's picture then punch his face(picture) on the screen but, missed..haiz.. we punching the floor instead.., my punching power is 65.mt ONLY!!! OMG!! im weak!!! TT
we watch fast n furious 4, o.o vin diesel? nitros? get the picture? ^^ okie..
moving on..,. went to FGA at night with jason,samantha ,karmun,chow xin,chow ern, n sum form4 n 5 fellas^^ , go watch drama - Paroimia, hong wei ponteng cuz he got tempted by his cousin's steamboat dinner.swt -.-..oh well, it was pretty enjoyable, i like the moustache man,cuz he so funny!!!!!lolol...
oh! we got no transport to go LOL kar mun was like panicking :OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG lol!
luckily i got phone number, so chow xin's dad come fetch us go XD,
den went home,, slp again... "snores"..
Saturday, April 4, 2009
A Revisionary Post..
Heyyyy! , i shall refill the "life-force" of my blog^^, ...again....=='
oh..kay, so ,1st lets blog abt CF-CAMP!^^, partly becuz rachel ask me 2, and partly oso becuz i want to! and for a better detailed version u shud go read sum1 else de,.. cuz mine is gonna b ..SHORT! :D
so.. ok.., 1st thing is... COLD! like yeah -.- i tink i got fever... but..it was worth it..^^ so fun when i went thr.., i still rmb the egg thing -.- "yeah..... dun promote it pls^^:" . we listen to Ps.Julie "note:PASTOR julie ya..NOT Pn.julie".., the talk..got joy and sadness...
sry, so long only i post so i dun rmb much... heh..very sry abt my bad memory TT..
, the bus ride back was very..uncomfortable, except the 1st 30minutes or so..when we sing song ahaha.. funny..! den.. i got deaf..and dizzy.. then fell half-dead..
after camp., go summore pratice for choir ^^, den,. i finally took up art classes -.- after all those years in black and white, im gonna move into a higher stage,. professional color usage! "meaning : i can draw and colour like pro soon"!YAY!
ok.. dat was 1 week ago.,... n camp was 3 weeks ago... ohmy....==
moving on! today., i went joanne house for more pratice.. ,i duno wat to play for the running on stage part -.-..sum1 help!!
OH , n i went to the Death and Ghost thing at wesley's church with Rachel,Weng Soon, Wai Yan, Sheng Khai, Chuo Shuan, Siew Meng, n of cuz. Wesley!! who looked like the Joker.. LOL..
n now i hav finished blogging...
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oh..kay, so ,1st lets blog abt CF-CAMP!^^, partly becuz rachel ask me 2, and partly oso becuz i want to! and for a better detailed version u shud go read sum1 else de,.. cuz mine is gonna b ..SHORT! :D
so.. ok.., 1st thing is... COLD! like yeah -.- i tink i got fever... but..it was worth it..^^ so fun when i went thr.., i still rmb the egg thing -.- "yeah..... dun promote it pls^^:" . we listen to Ps.Julie "note:PASTOR julie ya..NOT Pn.julie".., the talk..got joy and sadness...
sry, so long only i post so i dun rmb much... heh..very sry abt my bad memory TT..
, the bus ride back was very..uncomfortable, except the 1st 30minutes or so..when we sing song ahaha.. funny..! den.. i got deaf..and dizzy.. then fell half-dead..
after camp., go summore pratice for choir ^^, den,. i finally took up art classes -.- after all those years in black and white, im gonna move into a higher stage,. professional color usage! "meaning : i can draw and colour like pro soon"!YAY!
ok.. dat was 1 week ago.,... n camp was 3 weeks ago... ohmy....==
moving on! today., i went joanne house for more pratice.. ,i duno wat to play for the running on stage part -.-..sum1 help!!
OH , n i went to the Death and Ghost thing at wesley's church with Rachel,Weng Soon, Wai Yan, Sheng Khai, Chuo Shuan, Siew Meng, n of cuz. Wesley!! who looked like the Joker.. LOL..
n now i hav finished blogging...
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