Its a SATURDAY...yay?

(I love myself so much today, you cant stop me from camwhoring!!) lol




I found out that, It's HOT when you wear a suit.

Definition of hot? (high on temperature! :D)

HOT 1 - its freaking warm and i cant stop sweating,
HOT 2 - im looking so hot that you can be mesmerized by me, xD,




(girls, don't you want to marry me now? LOL ..)


(i don't care what you say about the face, i just love what im wearing!!! ^^)


im so full of myself today -.-,excuse me, if you will,

well who cares anyway? im so freaking tired now i cant think straight

today, i went for the chinese society "lian huan hui", or just call it chinese society thingy la, i cant translate it into english, maybe its "installation" .....hmmm...

arrived there too early, so i paid a visit to my lovely friends at taekwando,
seems they are doing some sort of competition/tournament "thingy"???
ok , so i stay and watched until its time to enter the dewan..

im so emo in the morning today, sorry for not having a BIG SMILE on my face ., not enough sleep i guess? -.-..

ok, so set up edi, then, li ren and i went to get lunch!! xD ran all the way to the mamak store then back again -.-, so tiring? yea, i guess so.. (did you noticed i just answered my own rhetorical question? , I KNEW I WAS NOT THINKING STRAIGHT! :D)

it was all good fun... then we go do the catwalk thing, i went out at the wrong time -.-.. opps.. a name with an incorrect guy.. sorry...xD


then, finished..everyone "chao" already, we clean up , clean, clean, go home...~







i shall make this post a potong-ish one! thats the end. YAY! lol..

It's hard to know R.I.P

Why is someone remembered only when they've died?

You Are Not Alone, says our beloved M.J, or if you would prefer "sang".
That really left a big impresion on my current life.
I really felt my loneliness there, and then that song really touched me..
I actually really thought i was not alone, and i really hope so..

After watching that memorial just a few minutes ago, it really moved me to tears..
trying to look tough here, i shall say just a few drops and nothing more. (even though that's not true).

Are you saying i can't cry? Well im sure i can't cry like his fans did when they see him live, but, i don't have the luxury of that, thus i have to watch the digital media instead. I don't cry when i see someone, except maybe if that "someone" is really dear to me and i miss him/her so much then i might just really shed tears..

I think i just gave the impression that M.J is someone dear to me, well, i don't really know him well to be frank with you. But he does have a certain charm. I shall exclude him from my "will cry when see that person" list, but, keep him close to that list.

We shall remember dear M.J in our hearts.....

and Oh-My-Gosh! i just remembered i still have an essay to write about him.-.-
so much to do, so little time?..

I just found something from the world wide web, it says here :

Michael Jackson to be buried brainless, coroners say brain must "harden" so tests can be completed.
Pop star Michael Jackson will be laid to rest today in a Los Angeles cemetary without his brain. Doctors investigating the cause of his death are retaining it for an undetermined period of time so they can perform further tests.

LOL?, somehow that is just not right...


unbelievably i kind of liked hong wei's idea of super powers and persuading our PM to do the ChaCha live on TV. Or, the other one, something about shaving Mr.Yap's armpit hair? lol..


P:S

oh! should i dress up like M.J this friday for rehersal? im getting the hat you know? :P

What an Eventful Day..

Ok, first of all, i am quite lucky to be here since im "banned" from using the computer anymore "cause" of pmr!!!!, notice i use the comma(")-comma(") thing? or whatever u call it, :D
that's because , maybe i cannot use the computer for another reason! lalalala, ok that was so lame... nvm... u don't want to know why..

im getting no inspiration these days-.-, i wonder what to blog about,... sighs...
i know..i know., you just said : "like that don't blog better laaaaaa" ,
yes.. yes,. but i so long nvr blog already le mar.., well, not like anyone is going to read it anyway.

so, today im on duty as one of the soon to be B.O.D on probation -.-,
well,. my special carefully thought out plan of "zha-dou" din't go as planned TT...
why? ok, i'll tell you, because . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
NO ONE CAME FOR MY DEPARTMENT! -.-, looks like im the one that got "zha-dou".. sad

because of that, i have to switch to marching instead, and it was not fun.
except for some parts like hong wei's command, haha xD
and his mistakes when he marched infront of the P.P spectators. that made him kena down like .....50+? LOLOL. okla, maybe i got the numbers wrong... hehe



after that went to librarian installation lor...



i like the taekwando performance!, haha the street fights.. ,LOL.
great job la you guys., don't worry about the ending , althogh its abit potong-ish.,no offence.
i feel sorry for li hui., ouch! maybe i shouldn't tell the whole world your face got hurt by the breaking of wooden board pieces, but, don't worry. no one reads my blog..:) no one will know..^^



oh then we had lunch, i just found out that you can judge parts of the chicken to be better or worse lol !, yeah,

oh! and there was a game where you had to give ribbons to someone. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . samantha, im sorry if i freaked you out because i was smilling like a retard when tying that ribbon onto your hand. :) thx for your pink ribbon too, does it make me look sexy? lol.. ^^
thx yun lynn for retying the losened ribbon. xD



went to marn keon's house after that . i drank my fifth slurpee!! xD

me and jason was like walking in circles around ss25 trying to find his house, to know that its actually alll the way at the other side of the shop lots -.-, omg, so tiring...lol

we reached there! FINALLY!, lol , totally trashed the kitchen, sorry marn keon. XD

we all chop chop chop, then boil/fry the ingredients, like mixing the atomic bomb la , lol even though you dont really mix an atomic bomb, well, you get the picture. don't you? :D

first dish was the veggies of doom lol, boiled veggie mixed with sesame oil and oyster sauce and garlic? lol , marn keon let his grandparents taste it first before we ate it, trust me, we did not want to die first.. -.-..,

then, we were making the spaghetti sauce/mixture of RM5 mutton, carrot, spices,tomato and sugar, oh ! don't forget the mushroomsss! xD pieces of bouncy joy !lol!,
spaghetti turned out quite good actually, courtesy of jason, :)

and the "bakuteh". spicy instead of bakuteh-ish lol, sos pekat was used, yes.. i know.. lol!..xD haha


but still. most fun is in the desserts la., we were having nuta de coco, (did i spelled it correctly?), its was more like nutter de coco or nutter's coco anyways xD!! lol

3 bowls of green death,


bowl 1- mixture of milk,yogurt,sprite ,and jelly,
bowl 2- lemon juice! and jelly
bowl 3- not entirely sure, it tasted like sprite + vitamin c though,,



marn keon say we mixed those into alchohol and got drunk!, i kind of agree with that :D



ok, i went basketball after that. ,cant really do my left layout -.- sad.. left hand cacated.



then went home ,


i just hope i won't die from eating good food, but,
i din't know death was so tasty! xD and.. so green!



see you guys monday! or not..

LOL? -ing?

i learned to make lame jokes from wesley.

:" Why is the vending machine and obama so similar?"

: BECAUSE THEY BOTH BRING CHANGE! XD

I Have No Titile for this One.

It's abit late, but, somehow i found out that i was right!

school starts again, the cycle continues! what cycle u mean? , dont ask, trust me.

i was actually quite "out there" today, not really in the mood for class, activities or anything that includes the usage of the human brain, why? yet again, i suggest that you don't ask. :),

some things are best left unknown for the greater good,

what did i just say? omg. ignore that please.
mentally reatarded,
somehow, i talk to myself more often than interacting with people since school reopened.
there! i did it again -.-. gosh! wha't is wrong with me?

gotta stop that, might freak the people around me if i din't already did so to myself!

ok, i particularly hated the seni period. wan't to knnow why? i guess you don't . i can tell, not that im psychic, it's common sense. who would want to know some mentally retarded person's story?
not that you would care anyway.

do i sound depressing? kind of right? yeah, i know, i can tell so myself. melodramatic.

i've been a bad boy today. *CLUE* i did something i should not have., somehow, i feel that someone out there who read this is thinking sick. i have a faint guess, but, ignore that please. no offence meant.

am i being sarcastic? lame? or plain stupid? im sure it's somewhere between those lines..

after having my very lonely lunch. thx tian xiong for your company:) so i guess it's not really so lonely.

where was i? oh, yeah, Interact AGM meeting 2009.

not saying im unhappy about the results of the elections. im actually quite suprised that someone actually voted for me. well, i kind of thought i was invisible, and to prove my point., when sharma called my NAME, someone actually said : WHO'S THAT?

wow?

after being taken aback by this. , i went to the next room with roze nn and jacqueline.
i can tell. im not really Mr.Popularity.
and my lack of self-confidence really paid off, i din't get the post :)

well, congratulations to the new B.O.D and assistants.
im actually quite dissapointed about myself, but, still im sure the selected individuals,
can do a better job than i can ever possibly do.

another unfortunate event, in the process of walking to the front gate after AGM, i got down 20 for missing marching pratice., fun? no.i DON'T THINK SO. i was so not in the mood for that after my depression from my club. well, "get over it", i should probably say that to myself., and i just did? din't i? yes i did. there goes my problem again...

what do i have to do now? i nid a hug.

sadly, i can only hug the substitute of the real thing. - My Teddy BEAR!
(sry hong wei, i know you wanted one too.)

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I think today my day was all a series of unfortunate events. just like the book, just like the movie. just a more different story line. :D

P.S, everyone is on facebook, why is that? IDWTK

What is this? Crap? IDK, IDC.wheeeee

What did i do recently? after the hours of long study? after the ringing sound of my alarm clock? my glance of the calander ?

yea so lame.. holiday starts...

well, teacher's day was awkward ..for the first half of it, then the hall section was quite entertaining hehe..

well, i cant believe im saying this but.. the teachers you least expected..like - Mr.allen, En.Zul. Pn.Zakiyah?o.o can dance LOL :D..

twist twist.. so fun..TT how i wish i was up there too.... oh well... the past is the past...i missed my chance
yea i know.. know what? y am i talking to myself? -.- must be the heat

oh gosh, weather in m'sia is terrible these days.! its HOT!

well, i did see alot of hot people recently,
meaning? they are burning with high body temperature!? fever? or smoking sexy/beautiful/smexy? ignore smexy -.- what am i saying now?

gosh its getting to me...oh the heat, im weak? yea i know im sounding like im a weak person, my body is weak, my soul is weak, stay away from me? ignore me? am i emoing? like : i shoud just kill myself..

lol this post was supposed to be happy about teachers day.. is there anytin to be happy about? well there are some things, but im keeping them to myself., im a stalker? no i don't think so, happy post, why am i making it so emo? sad? weird? yea i know, i dun even think im typing it correctly...

great job on ur performances guys/girls..: .. err jason? samantha, lihui, karmun,the twins, great violin duet and siewmeng! lol great drummer siew meng!..and every1 else, not from our class? yea.... sry, wait, yea i do rmb ur names...just too lazy to type tham, no offence, nothing personal ,
doesn't mean im *berat sebelah*.. well that is ofcourse,
if you are reading my blog at all.. :D

is emo posts the new trend? i duno, FIY , IDC,
am i using the right acronyms? do i even care? what am i living for? ,

well, ofcourse, i enjoy the movies recently, and my computer is keeping me company over the long boring holidays....

watched Night at the museum and X-men Origins.? yea im broke after that, yea i know u r thinking (why do i even care if he's broke?) well i din't ask you to, im toking to myself, monologuing? you can say that, kind of? :P , hope i dint offend anyone~

well, now this post of mine is getting quite long, ofcourse not as long as a certain sum1 i know, great person he/she is , y isit long? like duh! so many random crap , can they be called emo? dramatic? or plain retarded?

hey dramatic! i wanna recite something. , wait let me think...
crap i lost my train of thoughts.. nvm.

sum1 once told me that you always have a choice.
what is the choice im supposed to make?!?!

well, someone also told me to GET A LIFE!
yes i know some of you readers want to say that too.
u have been heard.!

who would even read my posts?

im being ignored everyday,
for some, i feel like i don't exsist.
imagine u are a shadow,.people see you, yet, they don't

see me, but, im just like a shadow .....
ok this is getting lamer and lamer,
wait, its not lame, its retarded...

im losing my touch.. getting lovesick? emo? TRAUMA perhaps.... or retard syndrome.

im losing it,,no, wait!, don't go! come back!

what was that? a dream? wait, why did i write so much melancholic stuffs?
ok

hey! im back to normal again..

what does that mean? the repitition of life, the boredom, the failures, the looked down upons., the being laughed at, the ignoring cycle, the unseen presence,

yea , its not dramatic at all-.- its so plain even the plains of grass look better,

maybe im not back to normal afterall. yet, how do you know which me is normal? even i don;t myself...

do i have a true self? can't wait to find out. i might have been watching too much cartoons -.-, sometime fantasies are too much of a good thing..

getting wrong ideas? thinking THE *wild* fantasies? well can't blame you,

ohwell, im reaching the end of my tracks.. the train is coming to a halt.

i see a white light infront of me,

OH!

its just the computer screen flashing its antioxidants at me, the computer kills my brain cells-.-, yet i cant stay away from it..

i'll plunge myself into total darkness now, what does that mean? im popping my eyes out? im blind? nah, im just going to sleep

good night.-

MEET MR.BORING.

Hey! Another week passed by.........................................................,

Me went too me cozin hause Yassterdeay. (I went to my cousin's house yersterday)

Ok, that was lame..

Im blogging it now cuz ytd no time ^^.., went home too late....

Well,..nothing much actually.., i went thr for bbq dinner,YAY~. it was quite alot of food., i had kuey yeow and asam laksa for my dinner! we sit the whole table - me, weeliam, jia ming, my sis and kye ern, den we start to crackup about the movie meet the spartans, (note to small kids: PG18!!!!!) LOL,

i go dota...abit only , reli..... just abit of dota.., okla, actually it was the only thing i could do -.-, other than eat summore, play the piano and chat....^^..., there were 3 computers !!!!

den went home le lorrrr...

im so frustrated about my geo projek....

am i performing for teacher's day?? o.o