What is this? Crap? IDK, IDC.wheeeee

What did i do recently? after the hours of long study? after the ringing sound of my alarm clock? my glance of the calander ?

yea so lame.. holiday starts...

well, teacher's day was awkward ..for the first half of it, then the hall section was quite entertaining hehe..

well, i cant believe im saying this but.. the teachers you least expected..like - Mr.allen, En.Zul. Pn.Zakiyah?o.o can dance LOL :D..

twist twist.. so fun..TT how i wish i was up there too.... oh well... the past is the past...i missed my chance
yea i know.. know what? y am i talking to myself? -.- must be the heat

oh gosh, weather in m'sia is terrible these days.! its HOT!

well, i did see alot of hot people recently,
meaning? they are burning with high body temperature!? fever? or smoking sexy/beautiful/smexy? ignore smexy -.- what am i saying now?

gosh its getting to me...oh the heat, im weak? yea i know im sounding like im a weak person, my body is weak, my soul is weak, stay away from me? ignore me? am i emoing? like : i shoud just kill myself..

lol this post was supposed to be happy about teachers day.. is there anytin to be happy about? well there are some things, but im keeping them to myself., im a stalker? no i don't think so, happy post, why am i making it so emo? sad? weird? yea i know, i dun even think im typing it correctly...

great job on ur performances guys/girls..: .. err jason? samantha, lihui, karmun,the twins, great violin duet and siewmeng! lol great drummer siew meng!..and every1 else, not from our class? yea.... sry, wait, yea i do rmb ur names...just too lazy to type tham, no offence, nothing personal ,
doesn't mean im *berat sebelah*.. well that is ofcourse,
if you are reading my blog at all.. :D

is emo posts the new trend? i duno, FIY , IDC,
am i using the right acronyms? do i even care? what am i living for? ,

well, ofcourse, i enjoy the movies recently, and my computer is keeping me company over the long boring holidays....

watched Night at the museum and X-men Origins.? yea im broke after that, yea i know u r thinking (why do i even care if he's broke?) well i din't ask you to, im toking to myself, monologuing? you can say that, kind of? :P , hope i dint offend anyone~

well, now this post of mine is getting quite long, ofcourse not as long as a certain sum1 i know, great person he/she is , y isit long? like duh! so many random crap , can they be called emo? dramatic? or plain retarded?

hey dramatic! i wanna recite something. , wait let me think...
crap i lost my train of thoughts.. nvm.

sum1 once told me that you always have a choice.
what is the choice im supposed to make?!?!

well, someone also told me to GET A LIFE!
yes i know some of you readers want to say that too.
u have been heard.!

who would even read my posts?

im being ignored everyday,
for some, i feel like i don't exsist.
imagine u are a shadow,.people see you, yet, they don't

see me, but, im just like a shadow .....
ok this is getting lamer and lamer,
wait, its not lame, its retarded...

im losing my touch.. getting lovesick? emo? TRAUMA perhaps.... or retard syndrome.

im losing it,,no, wait!, don't go! come back!

what was that? a dream? wait, why did i write so much melancholic stuffs?
ok

hey! im back to normal again..

what does that mean? the repitition of life, the boredom, the failures, the looked down upons., the being laughed at, the ignoring cycle, the unseen presence,

yea , its not dramatic at all-.- its so plain even the plains of grass look better,

maybe im not back to normal afterall. yet, how do you know which me is normal? even i don;t myself...

do i have a true self? can't wait to find out. i might have been watching too much cartoons -.-, sometime fantasies are too much of a good thing..

getting wrong ideas? thinking THE *wild* fantasies? well can't blame you,

ohwell, im reaching the end of my tracks.. the train is coming to a halt.

i see a white light infront of me,

OH!

its just the computer screen flashing its antioxidants at me, the computer kills my brain cells-.-, yet i cant stay away from it..

i'll plunge myself into total darkness now, what does that mean? im popping my eyes out? im blind? nah, im just going to sleep

good night.-