It's hard to know R.I.P

Why is someone remembered only when they've died?

You Are Not Alone, says our beloved M.J, or if you would prefer "sang".
That really left a big impresion on my current life.
I really felt my loneliness there, and then that song really touched me..
I actually really thought i was not alone, and i really hope so..

After watching that memorial just a few minutes ago, it really moved me to tears..
trying to look tough here, i shall say just a few drops and nothing more. (even though that's not true).

Are you saying i can't cry? Well im sure i can't cry like his fans did when they see him live, but, i don't have the luxury of that, thus i have to watch the digital media instead. I don't cry when i see someone, except maybe if that "someone" is really dear to me and i miss him/her so much then i might just really shed tears..

I think i just gave the impression that M.J is someone dear to me, well, i don't really know him well to be frank with you. But he does have a certain charm. I shall exclude him from my "will cry when see that person" list, but, keep him close to that list.

We shall remember dear M.J in our hearts.....

and Oh-My-Gosh! i just remembered i still have an essay to write about him.-.-
so much to do, so little time?..

I just found something from the world wide web, it says here :

Michael Jackson to be buried brainless, coroners say brain must "harden" so tests can be completed.
Pop star Michael Jackson will be laid to rest today in a Los Angeles cemetary without his brain. Doctors investigating the cause of his death are retaining it for an undetermined period of time so they can perform further tests.

LOL?, somehow that is just not right...


unbelievably i kind of liked hong wei's idea of super powers and persuading our PM to do the ChaCha live on TV. Or, the other one, something about shaving Mr.Yap's armpit hair? lol..


P:S

oh! should i dress up like M.J this friday for rehersal? im getting the hat you know? :P